shuffle meme (aka how awful my itunes is)

LIFE STORY:
Opening Credits: boots - the killers
Waking Up: air filter - special benny
First Day At School: the phrase that pays - the academy is...
Falling In Love: just around the riverbend - pocahontas
Fight Song: highschool of the dead opening
Breaking Up: pretty guardian sailor moon opening
Life’s OK: standing on the shore - empire of the sun
Getting Back Together: wuthering heights - kate bush
Wedding:  prince charming - adam and the ants
Birth of Child: howl- florence and themachine

Final Battle: breaking free - high schoolmusical
Death Scene: disloyal order of water buffaloes
Funeral Song: traumerei - persona 4
End Credits: why i cry - ninja sex party.

nightfall (unfinished. asaha/mjoll)

The two met at nightfall. It was the only time when they could be out in the open, for a few reasons.

Reason one: Mjoll had to wait for her friend and room mate, Aerin, to go to bed. The poor man was hopelessly in love with her, but she was not interested in the slightest. If only she had the heart to tell him.He followed her everywhere like a lost puppy. She was grateful to him for saving her, but she certainly wasn't in love with him as he was her, she had someone else.

The second reason they had to meet at night, was that Asaha was a vampire. She hadn't always been that way. She and Mjoll were already something of an item when it happened.

The two were approached by an orc who was recruiting for the Dawnguard. This excited Mjoll, she was always up for a fight. The leader of the Dawnguard then send them into a cave, in which they found a woman with eyes fire and the sharpest fangs Mjoll had ever seen. She was reluctant to help out the vampire woman, but Asaha managed to bring her around with one of her silly smiles that always helped her get her own way.

They took the woman to her home, a huge castle off the coast of Solitude. Mjoll wasn't allowed inside. She stood outside in the snow, the freezing coastal wind whipping her hair around her face, as she watched her lover go inside the castle full of vampires, deathhounds and the divines know what else. Asaha turned back as she approached the door to wave back at Mjoll. Then she went in and the giant door creaked shut.

It was a long time before Asaha emerged from the castle. Mjoll smiled, seeing her returning unharmed, but took a step back as Asaha reached her and smiled. She had fangs. And her eyes were a bright orange.

"Asaha..?What happened to you?" she gasped, looking her partner up and down as if she were a different  person.

"I was offered the change and I took it. It's not a problem, is it?" Asaha replied. Mjoll didn't know how to answer. Yes it was a problem. Mjoll would never be with a vampire. But Asaha wasn't just a vampire. She was still the same person, wasn't she?

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this is where i got bored of writing im sorry

words list

1. don’t leave []
2. this was a mistake []
3. [I] trusted [you] []
4. one chance []
5. help []
6. illusion []
7. silent fury []
8. sunbathing []
9. falling []
10. righteous []
11. drastic []
12. candles []
13. too loud []
14. overgrown []
15. trembling hands []
16. in dreams []
17. empty []
18. flinders []
19. sea change []
20. alone, finally []
21. collapse []
22. nap []
23. sated []
24. tender []
25. senseless []
26. how dare [you] []
27. hide []
28. something about [them] []
29. sweat []
30. harsh whisper []
31. breeze []
32. dust motes []
33. saccharine []
34. bauble []
35. filthy []
36. total control []
37. defy []
38. soak []
39. accursed []
40. pet []
41. comfort food []
42. savior []
43. undone []
44. cheap []
45. svelte []
46. shimmer []
47. crave []
48. rampage []
49. nightfall [x]
50. accost []

another unfinished daewen/brynjolf

She pressed the switch of the fake, stone coffin that concealed her destination from view. The sound of stone grinding on stone slowly filled the cistern below. One of the guild members, Sapphire, ran through to the main area of the Ragged Flagon.

"Brynjolf," she said, stopping behind a hooded man drinking from a dirty tankard at a small wooden table. He'd asked her to report to him the moment she heard that familiar sound. It could only be one person, no one else returned so late at night, "she's back." The man pulled his hood down away from his face.

"Thanks, lass." he responded. She went back through the secret passage to the cistern, passing the new arrival on her way.

She was a bosmer. Short and skinny, perfect build for a sneak thief, and very good with a bow. Clad in the guild master's uniform she waltzed into the Flagon like she owned it. She didn't, but she was in charge of everyone it in at least. The girl smiled upon seeing her friends; or family as she preferred to think of them. They were more of a family to her than her real one back in Valenwood, anyway.

She waved hurriedly at everyone and rushed over to meet with Tonilia, a redguard woman and an excellent fence for the guild. Daewen had picked up so many things while she'd been gone that Tonilia only just had enough coin to buy them all from her.

"You bring more every time you come back, girl." she laughs as she puts away all of her newly acquired jewels and trinkets.

"Sorry," the elf replied. She begins to walk over to the table where Brynjolf is sitting, but continues talking. "You know I can't help myself. It's why I fit in so well around here. Isn't that right, Bryn?"

"Uh, yeah" he answered as she plopped herself down in the empty chair across from him and helped herself to a piece of his bread.

He knew first hand how good of a thief she was. The first thing she did upon meeting him was try to pick his pocket. He's sure she'd have succeeded if he hadn't stepped back unexpectedly, knocking her to the ground. He remembered turning around to help her up and seeing her with a bag of his coin in her hand. She laughed sheepishly and held the bag out to him. He snatched it from her as she stood up, brushing the dust from her leather armour.

It was the last time he ever saw her wear that, he thought to himself. The second he sent her to Tonilia to get her Thieves Guild armour she changed into it and never took it off, except to upgrade to the Guild Master's armour, but that wasn't much of a change.

He looked up from his drink to see her talking away to him. She obviously hadn't noticed that he wasn't listening, that his mind was somewhere else. Still thinking about her, but not about what she was saying. She'd pulled down her hood revealing her face. Not classically beautiful, but with perfect features. Her very short hair allowed for perfect view of her long elven ears which twitches occasionally when she laughed, Brynjolf had noticed.

The redheaded Nord realised he was staring. Again. Of course, she hadn't noticed, being so absorbed in a tale of dragonslaying. Sometimes after she returned from adventuring with her odd little jester friend she'd tell these stories for hours and hours. The other guild members often went to bed while she was still talking, but Brynjolf never did. He tried to be around her as much as possible when she was there, he never knew when she'd disappear back out into Skyrim's wilds.

The Bosmer snapped her fingers in front of Brynjolf's face, bringing him back to his senses. She laughed. He noticed the twitch of her ears again.


"You awake there, Bryn? Girl might think you're interested, staring at her like that." She put her elbows on the table and rested her head in her hands, staring back at him. Her large, dark eyes shining in the light from the candle between them. He wished to tell her. He'd always thought it was wrong for a thief to be in a relationship. They worked best alone. There had been girls in the past, but nothing more than sex, no feelings were involved. Until he met her. Maybe he should just go for it. Maybe he was wrong and a thief could be with someone, especially another thief.

"Funny you should say that, lass..." he replied, eventually. The elf laughed, ears twitching slightly again. Then, her ears pointed slightly, like an alert puppy. She looked nervous, realising that he  wasn't playing with her. He didn't want to scare her away now, that would just make things awkward. Then again, just shutting up after that wouldn't make things any better. The nord was struggling to think of what to say next when the girl spoke up instead.

"Bryn... you look flustered. You were joking there, right? I mean... you don't..." she looked away from him, running her hand through her dark hair and trying to tuck it behind her ear, but it was far too short. She smiled mischievously but Brynjolf wasn't looking. 

"Lass, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said-" He was cut off by the sound of her chair scraping across the stone floor as she stood up very suddenly. Stepping around the table she motioned for him to stand up also. Confused, he got up from his chair to face her. She was quite a lot shorter than him. Unusual for an elf, but it worked for her. 

Suddenly, the girl moved closer to him. Awkwardly she threw her arms around him and rested her head against his chest. Brynjolf was shocked, but not opposed to her sudden movements. He moved his arms around her waist, returning the hug. 

He could smell her. He'd smelled her before but never this close. She smelled of nightshade, which he thought suited her perfectly. Beautiful, but deadly. 

daekas (not finished, i published by accident oops.)

you look strong. come to jorrvaskr and be a companion.

Daewen hopped down the slight hillside, the huge towering image of Dragonsreach finally visible in the distance, and sprinted over to the path that would take her into Whiterun. Her long, dark hair fanned out behind her as she ran along the path.

She heard shouts in the distance, and a booming, garbled roar followed. A giant? Not this close to a town, surely? She ran ahead, bow at the ready and saw the beast surrounded by three people.

A woman, standing far back with a bow in her hand, shooting the giant with deadly accuracy. She was wearing very old armour. Daewen knew from books she'd read while trying to pass time in inns across Valenwood and Cyrodiil that it was the armour ancient Nords wore, but was very rarely made any more. Her face was covered in striking green war paint, a style that Nords often wore also, and surrounded by long, red hair. She was making the archery look almost effortless. Shooting arrows at the giant at great speed, grabbing another one from the quiver on her back and in seconds that one was gone too.

Another woman, smaller, with a one handed sword, jabbing at the thing nervously and then stepping back a few paces. Daewen could tell she was very scared to be fighting this thing. She was lightly armoured, only wearing a set of studded armour to protect herself. She didn't look much older than Daewen also. She had short brown hair with braids tied into it, and dark war paint that Daewen guessed she's applied to make herself look fiercer. It didn't really work.

The third was a man. A huge guy with a huge two handed sword swinging at the giant and even tanking a few hits to shield the smaller woman. He wore a mismatched set of armour, some steel armour, some imperial bracers and boots, he was not as well presented as the two women, clearly. He had very dark, very messy hair that stuck to his face as it became sweaty from moving around and swinging his sword at the giant. His war paint surrounded his eyes as if they'd been scratched by something with claws. All in all he definitely looked like a very impressive warrior.

Daewen drew her bow and held her breath. They hadn't noticed her yet. If she could snipe the giant from here she figured she'd be praised pretty highly by the time she caught up with them. She released the arrow and watched as the giant fell down, almost at the same time. She'd missed her chance, it was done.

She heard a masculine voice yell out as she shoved her bow back onto her back walked along the path towards the group. Shit. She shot him. She was just trying to help and she shot a random stranger. A random stranger who could definitely kick her ass if he turned out to be less than friendly. The arrow was only in his arm, mostly blocked by armour, but she figured he'd still be pretty pissed with her.

The group of three looked around and noticed Daewen. The older of the two women walked over to her while the younger sat with the man and tried to pull the arrow out, wincing at the small  amount of blood coming out.

"Well, that's taken care of. No thanks to you." the older woman said sternly. Daewen tried to defend herself, to say that she was trying to help when the woman cut her off, "and to make things worse you shot Farkas. I thought wood elves were supposed to be good with a bow?"

"I was coming over to see if he was okay, actually. It's not my fault if you killed the thing just was I was about to help. Are you always this rude to strangers?" Daewen retorted, folding her arms across her chest and looking at the other woman angrily. Behind her, she saw the man finally stand up, barely bleeding as the armour had stopped the arrow from lodging itself too far into his arm.

"Leave her alone Aela, she was only trying to help. We're never going to get new recruits if this is the impression you're giving of us, you know." he said. He turned to face Daewen, "We're members of the companions. Kinda like the Fighters Guild, but with more honour. We live up there in Jorvasskr, come see us if  you think you're good enough. I promise I'll keep this one off your back." He nods towards Aela and smirks.

Daewen felt something inside her seeing him smile. A warm feeling, something she'd never felt before. The three companions left her beside the dead giant and walked up the path towards Whiterun. She composed herself and followed a bit behind. Making her way into Whiterun she asked one of the guards where she could stay for the night and was pointed towards the Bannered Mare.

As she climbed into her rented bed her mind was swimming with thoughts of the man she'd met earlier. She realised he'd never mentioned his name. She knew she had to go to them. Firstly to meet this man again. Secondly, to show that Aela who the better archer was. Even if she did need a lot of practise first.

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Early the next morning Daewen hopped out of bed, dressed herself, grabbed her bow and left the Bannered Mare. It was chilly out. Daewen wasn't yet used to Skyrim's climate and was dreading having to go much further north in the future. It was always pretty warm in Valenwood, and cyrodiil wasn't too cold either, but Skyrim was something else. She rubbed her hands together to try and create some warmth, but ultimately decided that getting moving would be the best way to avoid being cold.

She wasn't familiar with Whiterun, or anywhere in Skyrim, really. She'd crossed into the country by Falkreath and was picked up by some Imperial Officers who thought she was with the Stormcloak rebels. She'd tried for hours to explain to them that she was not a Stormcloak, and that the Stormcloaks would not even let her into their army because she was of elven descent.

Eventually, she was plopped into the back of a carriage with an actual Stormcloak rebel, a simple horse thief and what turned out to be Ulfric Stormcloak himself. The carriage ended up in Helgen. And Helgen was almost the end of her life. She watched, utterly terrified as Stormcloak after Stormcloak was sent to the block and executed.

Then it was her turn. She was ordered to the block, the executioner's axe already dripping with the blood of all those who had been murdered before her. She kneeled down. There was a roar. Everyone looked at the sky. Another roar. Fire. Buildings crumbled before her. People were killed, both Imperial and Stormcloak. It was a dragon. A huge dragon, with pitch black scaled skin and enormous wings.

She barely escaped that day. She didn't really know how to feel about it, though. On one hand, she was grateful that the dragon had chosen that exact moment to attack, saving her life, but on the other hand a lot more innocent people had been killed. She shuddered just thinking about it. She was supposed to tell the Jarl of Whiterun about the attack, but it could wait. She didn't want to have to recount the whole thing to him just yet. But she would, in time.

Daewen looked toward the stairs leading up to the wind district, and then back down the path towards the town gate. If these people were was important as Aela seemed to make them sound, their Jorrvaskr, or whatever the man had called it, would probably be up the stairs.

Once up the stairs she could see a few different buildings surrounding a large, dead looking tree. Seeing the tree like this made Daewen feel quite sad. Coming from Valenwood she'd had a love of nature and plantlife drilled into her from a very young age. She thought about asking around town about the tree eventually, see if she could help it in any way. She sat on one of the benches below it for a moment to make a note in the journal she'd picked up from the Riverwood trader on her way through the town.

There were more steps behind the tree leading up to Dragonsreach. Definitely not the way to Jorvasskr. so it had to be one of the two buildings here. On her left was a small building, which looked to be some sort of temple, so that left the only other building on this level of the city. It looked like a huge overturned longboat. There were two sets of double doors on  the front of  the building, and the walls were adorned with shields.  The whole place looked very impressive.

Daewen psyched herself up and walked to one of the doors and pushed it open. The inside was even more impressive than the outside. It was a great hall with a long fire pit running through the middle, surrounded by a table completely covered in all kinds of food and drink. Weapons and shields hung from the walls. There were a lot of people,but no one seemed to see her enter. There was a lot of noise coming from one end of the hall. Daewen noticed two people, a man and a woman, were brawling, and many of the other occupants were standing around them, watching and cheering.

She scanned the room for the man she met yesterday but she couldn't see him. She stood on her tiptoes to try and see if he was among the commotion at the end of the room but she couldn't see him there either. She was about to give up and return later in the day when a door opened directly opposite her on the other side of the room. The man walked in, followed by another much smaller man. The two sat down at the table and grabbed a tankard each.

Daewen hopped down the few steps into the middle of the room and walked around the table to where the two men were sitting. The smaller one noticed her first. His eyes were bloodshot and he smelled like old mead.

"Well hey there, pretty elf, not seen you around here before" he slurred at her, spilling his drink across the table. The other man turned to see who he was talking to.

"Hey, you came!" he smiled at Daewen, ignoring the smaller man's advances, "I was hoping you would. It's really hard for us to get new blood around here, especially if Aela is their first contact with us" He pulled a chair out beside him and motioned for her to sit down.

"She doesn't scare me," Daewen replied, perching on the edge of the chair. He grabbed a sweet roll from the middle of the table and thrust it into her hands. She nibbled at it, not wanting to make herself look too greedy. It wasn't until she had taken a bite that she realised how hungry she was, having been too excited to get breakfast at the inn when she got up.

another one of these things. the more details i can get about her the better.

Character Name: daewen rivverrun

Nicknames: lass / little elf.

Age (human years): 19-21

Gender: female

Pronouns: she/her

Romantic/Sexual Alignment: bisexual

Illnesses/Disabilities/Neurodivergences: none

Personality: sneaky, flirty, fierce.

Kintype: ????

Family:mother, father, older twin sisters, brother.

Significant other: farkas/brynjolf.

Species: bosmer

Voice: not too high but definitely feminine. sexy.

Height: quite short, hence 'little elf'

Weight: not a lot.

Skin type/color: greenish brown. dark for a bosmer. freckled.

Eye color: orange

Hair style/color: short hair shaved on one side/long wavy hair with a fringe. dark brown.

Scars/visual injuries: scar below her left eye.

Notable/unique features: white warpaint around eyes.

Tattoos/piercings/etc: shadowmark tattoo on left hip. a few ear piercings.

Usual clothing: guildmaster outfit or rogue outfit.

Smells like: mountain flowers, nightshade (because she usually carries them)

Race: bosmer

Ethnicity: BOSMER.

Nationality: from valenwood???

Religious beliefs: mara/namira

Image reference:




Quote/catchphrase: she doesn't really have one.

Backstory: she was born to a pretty well off family in valenwood. she has two older sisters and an older brother. she was very close to him. her parents favored her sisters to her and she rebelled by getting involved in stealing and being a bad kid i guess. eventually her parents had enough of it and told her to leave. she ended up travelling to skyrim with barely anything to her name. she crossed into skyrim near falkreath and was chased by a frostbite spider which she is terrified of. a man dressed in dark clothes and a hood saved her from it but she kept running without knowing who it was. (it was bryn and he never forgot her face but shh that's a secret this story is so cute and dumb i love it) and then skyrim happens i guess. (copied and pasted from previous post)

Ongoing/Current story: skyrim but with more fucking brynjolf.

Future story: settling down with brynjolf and stealing shit together i suppose.

Likes: brynjolf, cicero, puppies, money.

Dislikes: spiders, mercer frey.


Theme song(s): i'm with you - avril lavigne

OTP song(s): lying is the most funn a girl can have without taking her clothes of - panic at the disco

Hogwarts house: slytherin

Patronus animal: wolf (that seems pretty deviantart or something but i really think it would be because she's a fucking werewolf and the whole farkas thing it makes sense)

Pokemon gym leader type: dark or psychic

Fursona species: wolf again i guess omfg though she's not having a fursona.

Gemsona stone: pyrope garnet

Character alignment: neutral evil

Deadly sin: lust/greed


Job/makes a living by: stealing shit. killing dragons. killin'

Things the character collects: wooden plates.

Languages spoken: whatever language is spoken on nirn or in tamriel. some dovahzuul.

What were they like as a child?: sad. as her parents favored her sisters she spent a lot of time with her brother or trying to get attention.

What/who is the character most faithful to: brynjolf. the night mother to an extent.

What do other characters wrongly assume about them?: that she's super big and scary.

What do other characters correctly assume about them?: she's fkn hot.

Do they like the name they were given?: she's happy with it. there's worse bosmeri names.

What would they change their name to, given the chance?: she changed it to nightwind for a little bit to try and estrange herself from her family but went back to riverrun after a while. (surname there)

As a child, what did they want to do when they grew up?: join the thieves guild with her big brother!

Do they ever get to do that?: she joined but not with covan.

Fears/phobias/triggers: frostbite spiders.

Favorite place: riften.

Favorite person: brynjolf (or cicero)

Favorite kind of weather: rainy

Favorite time of day: early morning.

Favorite type of environment (plains, cities, oceans, etc): she likes the plains around whiterun a lot. she loves the forests of the rift because of the colours but gets attacked by frostbite spiders too often to really enjoy it.

Place of birth: valenwood, but i cant remember which city.

What do they eat?:humans? a lot of meat. she doesn't really stick to the green pact as much as she did while she lived at home but she still prefers to eat a lot of meat. as the champion of namira she does eat the people she kills from time to time. if she really must.

Current place of residence: honeyside (except when i'm actually playing it's windstad manor. but that timeline is wrong so.)

Do they wear jewelry?: she wears an amulet of mara.

Do they wear makeup?: is war pain makeup?

Do they dress practically or fashionably?: a bit of both. her clothing is good for what she does but it's pretty cute.

How often do they exercise? And how?: she's pretty much doing stuff all the time.

What mythical creature would they be?: well shes literally a werewolf.

Are they ticklish?: you know i think she would be i bet brynjolf would have a lot of fun with that.

Character’s parent(s): pengae and dirding. (i told u there were worse bosmeri names i picked awful names for them purposefully because they suck)

Which parent would character choose to live with: neither.

Siblings: twin sisters belwen and cirwen (her mother clearly has a naming pattern) and a brother covan.

Pets: a lpuppy with no name.

Preferred weapon: a bow, but she can use magic and swords too.

Do they want to get married?: maybe one day.

Do they want to have kids?: maybe one day?

Character’s most cherished items: chillrend because she took it from that fucker mercer.

Is there anyone they really hate?: MERCER FREY and also that racist guy in windhelm.

How would your character react to being lost in the woods overnight?: "oh fuck there's gonna be spiders"

Would they ever consider killing someone?: she is literally an assassin

Would they follow through with killing someone?: LITERALLY AN ASSASSIN.

How many close friends do they have?: umm, bryn, farkas, cicero, aela, mjoll. that many.

How many acquaintances do they have?: a whole bunch she talks to a lot of people.

How many enemies do they have?: she tends to get rid of them sooooo not many heh.

How would they react if they arrived in our world?: "oh hey the spiders are pretty small here that's cool where are the people with pointy ears WHAT IS THAT THING" there is no electricity in skyrim she would be confused.

Do they believe in god(s/ess/esses)?: mara.

Do they have any magical powers?: she's good at destruction magic.

They have to take care of an infant for 24 hours. How do they manage?: it would probably pick up a lot of swear words and have a knife by the time it goes home.

Ho much do they value money?: she likes money and has made a lot of it.

Do they believe in ghosts/spirits?: yes.

What role would they have in a Disney movie?: she would probably be the sassy female sidekick or something. she's not a princess. not in the usual disney princess sense anyway.

How old do they think they are going to live to be?: elves get pretty old.

Do they live to be that age?:by being an elf

How do they think they are going to die?: probably a dragon or something.

Have they had their first kiss? When/where/with who?: i've never thought about it. i don't think she'd have had any experiance before leaving valenwood. farkas is pribably her first.

How would they react to walking into a glass door in public?: she'd probably yell a lot and bonk cicero on the head if he's with her.

How would they interact with a dog being walked that wants to greet them?: she'd happily pet the dog!

If they saw a house on fire and someone trapped inside, what would they do?:she'd probably be able to save them! depending on whoe it was.

What turns them on?: LASS

What turns them off?: mercer lol ugly asshole.

Are they passive, aggressive or defensive?: aggressive

Cats or dogs?: dogs.

Big spoon or little spoon?: little spoon omfg that's so cute.

Would they press the same button a lot of times if an elevator was going slowly?: yes she is not a patient person.

If they could access social media, which sites would they use?: probably instagram. i feel like she'd take a lot of selfies. she'd be cool with nude selfies too.

What would they do if they saw someone drop their wallet and it had a lot of money in it?: she'd keep it.

How would they react if someone they weren’t interested in asked them out on a date?: she'd probably calmly say no. she'd be a little shocked because people aren't usually that forward with her.

Special skills/talents:

Patience level (with known people): some

Patience level (with strangers):not much.

Patience level (with children): barely any.

Patience level (with animals): more than with people if the animal is cute.

Patience level (with artificial objects): a surprising amount. she is very dedicated to lockpicking once she gets started.

What was their biggest rebellion against authority? Why did they do it?: she started stealing to gain the attention of her parents.

Have they ever used sexuality to get something they wanted?: of course.

Name something new they taught someone: i want to say that she taught brynjolf a few dirty words in dovahzuul. possibly accidentally.

Is there someone they are close to who no one else likes? What’s the story?: no one likes cicero because he's an annoying lil shitbag but he swore loyalty to her as the listener and he's so lovely to her she can't let him go.


Inspiration/reason to create the character: i just wanted a bosmer character to play through the guild questlines and do sneak/archery. and this happened. i love her.

Is their name based on a pun or joke?: nah

Number of revamps/redesigns they’ve been through: so many! i'm still not sure on all of her details so things change a lot. i hope one day i'll have her story down properly.

Is this character okay to draw fan art of?: YES.

another ask meme - daewen based obviously.

1: What is your OC's gender identity? female.

2: What is your OC's romantic/sexual orientation? bisexual.

3: What is your OC's hair colour? very dark brown.

4: How old is your OC? 21 as of the end of skyrim. enters skyrim at 19.

5: Which fandom is your OC from? elder scrolls.

6: Which Hogwarts house would your OC be Sorted into? she's probably be a slytherin.

7: Which Divergent faction would your OC be part of? (Idk what this means)

8: What is your OC's fighting style, if any? Are they a rogue, a warrior, a mage? a rogue i suppose.

9: Do you think you'd get along with your OC if you met them? Why or why not? i'd like to think i would! she's kind of intimidating sometimes though. i'd probably be a lil scared of her haha.

10: If you have more than one OC, would your OCs get along or would they clash? Why? i haven't really thought about other ocs enough to know.

11: Who are the five most important people in the world to your OC? brynjolf, cicero, farkas, aela and mjoll. (sorry jenassa and serana!!!)

12: What is your OC's relationship status? If they are in a relationship, who are they with? it depends on where in her story we are. upon leaving valenwood for skyrim she is single but dates farkas for a while. eventually they split because he's always off companioning and she's adventuring so they never see each other.

13: List three of your OC's strengths. sneaky, she's p hot that's a strength, she could kick ur ass unless ur a spider.

14: List three of your OC's weaknesses. spiders. brynjolf probably, wooden plates.

15: If your OC came upon a demon that took the form of your OC's biggest fear, what would they see or experience? nimhe, the spider from markarth, probably.

16: What is your OC's clothing style? Do they have a specific colour palette that they tend to dress in? she wears dark clothes to help her stay hidden when sneaking. she likes to wear pretty revealing clothes.

17: What is your OC's eye colour? orange.

18: Is your OC employed? If so, what is their job? If not, why not? is being guildmaster a job?

19: Give a brief description (or a long one!) of your OC's backstory. OKAY. she was born to a pretty well off family in valenwood. she has two older sisters and an older brother. she was very close to him. her parents favored her sisters to her and she rebelled by getting involved in stealing and being a bad kid i guess. eventually her parents had enough of it and told her to leave. she ended up travelling to skyrim with barely anything to her name. she crossed into skyrim near falkreath and was chased by a frostbite spider which she is terrified of. a man dressed in dark clothes and a hood saved her from it but she kept running without knowing who it was. (it was bryn and he never forgot her face but shh that's a secret this story is so cute and dumb i love it) and then skyrim happens i guess.

20: Why did you choose your OC's name? Describe the process. i used a bosmer name generator because she wasn't ever supposed to be this important to me.

21: What is your OC's favourite colour? uhh... i really don't know. i feel like i've answered this before and said white but i don't know.

22: What is your OC's MBTI type? ??????

23: Is your OC an introvert or an extrovert? extrovert!

24: What temperament is your OC; choleric, melancholic, sanguine or phlegmatic? i did a quick quiz answering as she would and it came out as phlegmatic, i'm not really sure what this means though..

25: List three ways you and your OC are similar. both got the spider fear. both super in love with brynjolf??? both cute heh.

26: List three differences between you and your OC. she's super confident and i am not. she can shoot fire from her hand and i cannot do this. she is sometimes a werewolf and i am not ever a werewolf.

27: What moral alignment is your OC? i took another test and she came out as neutral evil which i think is about right.

28: Is there anyone your OC would die for? uhh probably brynjolf. maybe covan if they got close again.

29: If your OC lived in the world of ATLA, what type of bender would they be? probably a fire bender.

30: What would your OC score on the Kinsey Scale Test? 2 Predominantly heterosexual, but more than incidentally homosexual.

31: What race/species is your OC (human, elf, vampire, etc)? BOSMER (WOOD ELF)

32: Which of the seven sins (lust, greed, gluttony, sloth, pride, envy, wrath) is your OC most guilty of? either lust or greed i think.

33: Which of the seven virtues (chastity, charity, diligence, humility, kindness, patience, justice) does your OC most embody? umm i don't know. probably charity? she might steal and kill a lot but she keps a lot of people out.

more skyrim characters

i went through the xbox and loaded up all the skyrim characters on the small harddrive. i only deleted one because i made an argonian with a silly name and literally never used her so meh. i don't play most of these anyway so i probably should have left her.

poppy stormcloak

nord/altmer
two handed
heavy armour
stormcloak soldier

loranwe charmus

altmer
one handed/restoration
tavern clothes
who knows what she does she only made it to level six before i abandoned her.

elvari llenrith

dunmer
duel casting mage (fire spells)
robes
solstheim things (she didn't get to a very good level either)

covan willowsky (named incorrectly in game as riverrun which is daewen's chosen name but i didn't decide that until after making covan related to her)

bosmer
archery
light armour
thieves guild

solanaceae

nord
poison/archery
light armour
dark brotherhood.

mimi (my first character. she is a mess. i only did main quest and walked around a lot)

imperial
two handed
light armour
vampire 

harailia jo'ahkani

khajiit
one hand/destruction magic
light armour
dark brotherhood 

 asaha (so named because i spelled aasha wrong oops)

redguard
sword/sheild
heavy armour
vampire/companion
very gay for mjoll the lioness.

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Daewen:

She was the youngest of the family

And the last to be let go.

When they decided they would try to make it on their own.

It's a damn cold night Trying to figure out this life

Won't you take me by the hand? Take me somewhere new

I don't know who you are But I... I'm with you

Open your eyes and look outside, find the reasons why.
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind.

Be strong, be strong now.

Farkas/Daewen:

All of my friends say I should move on

She's just another girl

Don't let her stick it to your heart so hard

Brynjolf/Daewen:

I will wait for this moment when our lips collide,

And almost stop the earth. You're in my arms tonight.

Kiss that Grrrl and I will shrink up 

And I will die and I will think up

 1, 000 ways that I can hurt you and

 You will never touch my hand

I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck

Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me

She falls asleep and all she thinks about is you

She falls asleep and all she dreams about is you

When she's asleep the air she's breathing is for you

daewen character log

this is a super confusing character log for daewen. because i've played two different saves of the same character under different coditions, parts of her story change. for example, when i'm her on xbox she is married to farkas, a companion and a werewolf. on pc, she's married to brynjolf and never met farkas. she'll always have cicero though.

Character name: Daewen Nightwind (Previously Riverrun)
Age: 21
Birthday: 1st Sun's Dawn 4E 181
Appearance: Wood elf.
Current: Greenish brown skin. Red eyes. Scar beneath one eye. White warpaint attempting to cover it. Smallish. Partly shaved head. Dark hair. (xbox only)

Previous: much longer, lighter coloured hair. Orange/yellow eyes. this is her current look if playing on pc

What do you know about this character that she doesn't know yet?

What is this character's greatest flaw?

What do you know about this character that she would never admit?

What is this character's greatest asset?

If this character could choose a different identity, who would she be?

What music does this character sing when no one is around?
The Age of Aggression. She requested it from a song list given to her by a bard in the Bannered Mare without knowing it was a pro-imperial song. Although she disagrees with the line "Down with Ulfric, the killer of kings" she finds it super catchy.

In what or whom does this character have the greatest faith?
Mjoll the Lioness: Recovering Grimsever for Mjoll was one of the best things Daewen ever did, in her opinion. After that, Mjoll agreed to accompany her on her adventures, and even looked past the fact that Daewen had joined the Thieves Guild, a group that Mjoll often spoke her hatred of.
Mjoll values good friends, and Daewen has always been one to her, and now Daewen can trust that Mjoll will always have her back. If they're out together, she knows that (once she catches up, the difference in their types of armours keeps Mjoll from moving as quickly as Daewen does) Mjoll will always be right there in the fight keeping the bandits, creatures and forsworn away.
Cicero: As the Listener for the Night Mother Cicero will obey Daewen's every word without fail. He's a little bit annoying, though.
Farkas: He's a tasty werewolf. The two bonded over their fear of frostbite spiders. The two dated for a while, but Daewen's reluctance to join the Companions/Adventuring away and Farkas' being busy with Companions things caused the two to break up, but remain very close friends.

Does this character have a favourite article of clothing? Favourite shoes?
Guildmaster Armour set. (xbox timeline)
Rogue outfit or ancient falmer armour, deathbell flower crown (pc timeline)

Name this character's favourite person. (Living or dead)

Describe this character's most embarrassing moment.
She tends to accidentally Dragonrend things instead of using Unrelenting Force?

What is this character's deepest regret?
Never getting to the vampires soon enough. She's lost a few good friends to them and wishes that she'd been more alert. Now she always checks behind her when entering a town a night just in case. She has left the Dawnguard behind, however. She only worked with them to stop Harkon and the vampire attacks, and will only go back to Fort Dawnguard to check in on Serana and Beleval.

What is this character's greatest fear?
Frostbite Spiders.

Describe this characters most devastating moment.
Once she walked into the Riften hall of the dead, it must have been after a vampire attack, and was seeing who had died and found Aerin's coffin. She had no idea that Aerin had died, or how long ago it had been. Now Mjoll walks around Riften on her own. It's pretty sad.

What is this characters greatest achievement?
Becoming Guild Master for the Thieves Guild. Yes, she's rid the world of a dragon who was going to destroy everyone and she's basically in charge of Skyrim's faction of the Dark Brotherhood, but neither of those things, or any of the other things she's done will ever feel as good as being Guild Master. It was also pretty cool getting into the tribute chest. Daewen loves shiny things.

What is this characters greatest hope?
That one day Brynjolf won't be busy.
(he's no longer busy on the pc timeline)

Does this character have an obsession. Name it.
She collects wooden plates pretty obsessively. She had a safe in her basement full of them.

What is this character's greatest disappointment?
In the xbox timeline, she's joined the Companions and is pretty disappointed whenever she gets back from a job for them and only receives 100 gold.

What is this characters worst nightmare?
Cronvangr Cave.

Whom does this character most wish to please? Why?
The Night Mother, obviously. Daewen's always tried to carry out her contracs as well as she can, and often takes Cicero on assassinations with her as a second.

Describe this character's mother.
Pengae Riverrun (Was Willowsky before marriage). Daewen's mother was a beautiful woman. Very womanly and feminine. Long hair, no warpaint. Very against crime, but loves a bad boy (Which Daewen's father was!!) Was devestated when Daewen had to leave, even though she paid her sisters a lot more attention. From a very wealthy family.

Describe this character's father.
Dirding Riverrun. Was a bad boy in his younger days. Mostly pranks, nothing harmful. Loved Pengae from the moment he met her. Very close to his daughter as she was growing up, but grew progressively more disappointed in her as she began stealing. Tried to stop her stealing but her love for shiny things was too much. Eventually asked her to leave the family, which is when she left for Skyrim, to join the Thieves Guild there.

Where does this character fall in birth order? What effect does this have?
Youngest of four children. She has three siblings, two sisters; twins, and a brother. Daewen's mother spent more time with the twins than her other children which could have lead to Daewen's troubled behaviour as she was trying to gain the attention of her mother. She still loves her sisters, however and spent a lot of time with them before she had to leave. She mostly looks up to her brother who became her best friend, he promised to follow her into Skyrim one day and meet with her again.

Describe this character's siblings or other close relatives.
Covan, Belwen and Cirwen. Belwen a few hours older than Cirwen. Both three years older than Daewen. Both very feminine, like Pengae. Belwen often wears her hair up, with a full fringe cut just above her eyes. She has a few ear piercings and loves to show them off. Mostly wears mid length dresses and boots. Sleeps in a large shirt from her Orsimer boyfriend. Her mother is slowly warming to him. At least her can look after her. Works with him at a smithy. Only good at making arrows.
Cirwen inherited her mothers lightly curled hair, and she wears it down. Unlike most Bosmer is awful with a bow. Wears quite revealing clothing. No partner. No job.
Corvan. Oldest of the four. Very close to Daewen, would protect her from anything.  Very good at sneaking, loves poisons, very muscular. Always wears hair in high ponytail. Shaved underside.

List the choices (not circumstances) that have lead this character to her current predicament.
She chose to join the Dark Brotherhood rather than destroy it.

List the circumstances over which this character has no control.
She is the Dragonborn

What wakes this character in the middle of the night?
When she actually sleeps, she is occasionally woken by Cicero. Sometimes he'll be awake, talking to himself about the Night Mother, or talking to the Night Mother (Who obviously isn't there) about everything he's done with Daewen during the day. At first Daewen would tell Cicero to shush, but she became used to it after a while and actually enjoys listening to it. Although he's completely mad, he has a great memory and is says quite nice things about her. She doesn't let him know that she is awake.
Brynjolf probably wakes her a lot in the pc timeline. ;)

Who depends on this character? Why?
Pretty much everyone on Nirn, I suppose. She was the only one able to sort the Alduin problem.

Write one additional thing about your character.
From Greenheart, Valenwood. She had to leave because she had been caught stealing too many times. She was young and quite clumsy back then, she's a master at it now. It was her father who asked her to leave.

NOTES:((Elven ears are EXTREMELY sensitive to the touch, and are usually considered erogenous zones.))

more daewen stuff

• 1: What's your OCs favorite color? white
• 2: Where does your OC work? companions/thievesguild/darkbrotherhood
• 3: What's your OCs favorite food? sweetrolls
• 4: Does your OC prefer paper or plastic? paper
• 5: How old is your OC? 18/21 depending on time in skyrim
• 6: Does your OC have any supernatural powers? shouting???
• 7: Is your OC in a relationship? depends on when in her timeline we're talking about
• 8: What are some of your OCs strengths? great at sneaking and pickpocketing. 
• 9: What are some of your OCs weaknesses? she's a pretty bad shot
• 10: What is your OCs favorite outfit? rogue outfit / ancient falmer armour
• 11: What is your OCs spirit animal?
• 12: Is your OC sexually active? ye
• 13: What is your OCs earliest memory? -
• 14: Does your OC have a cell phone? If so, what kind? nope.
• 15: What makes your OC angry? mercer frey.
• 16: When is your OCs favorite time of year?
• 17: How long can your OC hold their breath? not very long, but she doesn't need to cos magic ring/hat
• 18: What kind of underwear does your OC wear? my body mod has no underwear but uhh probably somethin' nice if it did.
• 19: Does your OC prefer plaid or polka dots? plaid.
• 20: What's your OCs favorite kind of pizza? i don't think there is pizza in tamriel
• 21: Who is your OCs best friend? cicero
• 22: Has your OC ever killed someone? she is literally an assassin.
• 23: Whats your OCs biggest secret?
• 24: What does your OC smell like? 
• 25: What time of year does your OC prefer?
• 26: Is your OC a human or an animal? (or something else idk) bosmer (wood elf)
• 27: What languages does your OC speak? english (do they speak that in tamriel?? whatever the main language is there) some dovahzuul, but not enough to hold a conversation.
• 28: Does your OC like anime? imagine if tamriel had anime.
• 29: Can your OC swim? she can.
• 30: What does your OC choose to do about the, er, hair down there? it's there.
• 31: Does your OC believe in fairies? yes.
• 32: Did your OC go to college? What did they major in? there is only one college in skyrim and it's boring.
• 33: Are your OCs parents dead? nope.
• 34: Is your OC religious? she's an agent of mara.
• 35: How flexible is your OC? she's probably pretty bendy.
• 36: What turns your OC on? she uhh.. likes it when brynjolf calls her lass. 
• 37: What was your OCs first word? -
• 38: Does your OC have any pets? she has a dog that she found in one of the towns i don't remember which.
• 39: Who is your OCs biggest enemy? mercer frey probs. or alduin i mean he's less of an ass but more of a threat.
• 40: What is the craziest thing your OC has done? she likes to climb on things and jump off 'em.
• 41: What is your OCs motto about life? -
• 42: Does your OC drink coffee or tea? -
• 43: Who is your OCs biggest hero? 
• 44: What color eyes does your OC have? orange/red
• 45: Does your OC like reading? not really.
• 46: Is your OC loyal? she can be.
• 47: Does your OC tolerate violence? yeah she kills a lot.
• 48: What social class is your OC from? she's from a pretty well off family in valenwood but comes to skyrim with p much nothing.
• 49: What country was your OC born in? Valenwood
• 50: Does your OC cry easily? nah.
• 51: What is your OCs favorite genre of music? there aren't many genre's in skyrim. 
• 52: How does your OC feel about bugs? more than six legs is bad.
• 53: What is your OCs sexual orientation? Bisexual
• 54: Does your OC smoke? No
• 55: What gender is your OC? Female
• 56: What kind of clothes does your OC wear? Light armour. Anything good for sneaking,
• 57: Would you call your OC adventurous? Yes.
• 58: Is your OC introverted or extroverted? Extroverted.
• 59: What is the first thing that someone would notice about your OC? Warpaint
• 60: Does your OC enjoy nature? Yeah like that's pretty much a bosmer thing.

skyrim challenge

1) what is your favourite race?

my favourite race is bosmer. not because of any cool lore things, just because of daewen.

2) what is your favourite class?
thief is my favourite way to play i suppose. i like to be sneaky (because i am bad at actual fighting) and thievery is one of the best ways i've found of making money to spend on iron ore to make nails to build the bloody houses.

3) what is your favourite town?

i really love riften. i like the little market area. i like brynjolf. i like the pretty autumnal colours. i like brynjolf. i like the temple of mara. i like brynjolf. i really like jumping into the river. i like brynjolf. i love honeyside. i like bynjolf. and i like pretty much all of the npcs. 

4) who is your favourite follower?
ok straight up fuck this question. i knew it would be here and i don't want to choose. i love farkas following me because he's a big dumb nord baby, but i worry once i've completed his purity quest because he becomes non-essential and could die. i love mjoll the lioness because she's so pretty and badass but she talks so much and it's the same things over and over it gets a bit boring. i think cicero is my favourite. he's daewen's best friend and he's all little and scary. i love cicero.

5) who is your least favourite npc?uhh. oh! mercer frey. i just cannot stand him okay next question.

6) who is your favourite daedric prince? 
!! i like namira. her quest is pretty cool. i like azura and nocturnal also.

7) what is your favourite weapon or spell?
my favourite weapon is chillrend because it makes me so happy to steal it from mercer. he steals from my guild and i will steal his own sword and use it against him. i also really like the wabbajack. my favourite spell is probably dead thrall because it's fun to have zombies following you forever. i lost nirya forever doing that once. also i like fireball because BOOM.

8) what is your favourite quest?
blindsighted.

9) stormcloaks, imperials or neither?
i don't tend to side with either. i have done both for xbox achievements but don't agree with either side's views. the imperials are totally wrong for stopping people worshipping talos, but the stormcloaks, mainly ulfric, are super racist and don't like anyone who isn't nord. it would have been nice to be able to join the thalmor also to see how they deal with the civil war, but nah. 




10) what is your favourite armour?
daewen got so attached to her guildmaster armour she was always in it aww cutie. i also like the female ancient nord armour (helloooo aela!!) but i don't often play heavy armour. 

11) do you have the dlc? which one is your favourite?
i have all of them!!! i like hearthfire most because i like building the houses a lot. i also do like dawnguard a bit because the vampires are cool but they get kinda annoying after a while.


12) what is your favourite school of magic?
uhh destruction. i don't play mages much though. if i do i only ever do destruction. i had daewen do conjuration for a little bit and had a bunch of run summoning daedra.

13) what is your favourite faction?
I LOVE BRYNJOLF.

14) vampire or werewolf?
uhh werewolf because you don't get blinded when you go outside in the daytime. i never really use either though. [tasty werewolf hehehehe]

15) what is your favourite thing about skyrim?
i don't know??? i don't know. i don't even know why i like it honestly i just do.

16) what is your least favourite thing about skyrim?
you know how sometimes the game glitches so bad that you can't do a quest? that.
or SORRY LASS, I'VE GOT IMPORTANT THINGS TO DO. WE'LL SPEAK ANOTHER TIME.

17) what is your favourite shout?
i only ever use unrelenting force tbh. i just love blowing people away or yelling them off cliffs. one time i tried to fus a bandit off a cliff but had whirlwind sprint on and i died.

18) are you a frequent skooma user?
nah. i don't use it. i do take it from that little bandit camp around the back of whiterun, though. 

19) what is your favourite book in skyrim?
i never read them? i should read them. i will say the lusty argonian maid for now.

20) who was the hardest enemy you've faced?
wounded frostbite spider. not hard in gameplay terms, hard because i am so scared of spiders. i used to get someone else to do bleak falls for me, but because i start so may characters i needed to learn to do it myself. eventually i managed to go in there and kill it, and now it hardly bothers me at all. eventually i'll brave nimhe.

21) what is your favourite weapon enchantment?
aaahhhh i love chaos damage!! daewen uses a stalhrim sword with chaos and it's so good and chaos damage = purple?? okay.

22) favourite armour/clothing enchantment?
waterbreathing!!! i love being able to dive without worrying about drowning (or having to be argonian lol soz) so that's useful!! xbox daewen has a stormcloak officer helmet with waterbreathing that has been named swimmy bear hat.

23)  what is your favourite non-combat skill?
errr speech i think. i like the perks for it. it's very useful being able to sell any item to any merchant. or invest in a business and pickpocket the money back from them. i also like pickpocket because stealing equipped clothes is great i made almost all of markarth naked once. 

24) what are you playing on?
i first played on pc for a few minutes at a friends house and eventually got it on xbox. i recently got it (i got the elder scrolls anthology, actualy!!!!) for pc but the laptop doesn't really like it so we gotta sort it out.

25) what was the funnies thing you've had happen to you in skyrim?
nothing horribly funny jumps out at me, but there's been a bunch of silly stuff. dragon got stuck in the sky. flying mammoth. fort dawnguard not being there. falling through solitude. it's a lot funnier on pc when you can mess with the console. 

26) should children be killable in skyrim?
i think yes? maybe a bigger bounty for killing them though? i dunno. braith.

27) who is your favourite divine?
mara. daewen is an agent of mara and always wears the amulet. 
"Live soberly and peacefully. Honor your parents, and preserve the peace and security of home and family." (ok maybe she doesn't always follow that, but she could if she wanted to!!)
i'm also pretty down with dibella: 

"Open your heart to the noble secrets of art and love. Treasure the gifts of friendship. Seek joy and inspiration in the mysteries of love."

28) your favourite location. caves/ruins:
bloated man's grotto. i love the bloodmoon when you go there to meet with sinding. i like that quest in general tbh. 

29) who did you marry last?

... i got a mod to let me marry brynjolf. daewen loves him and always has and it was so nice for her to finally get him. when i made her on xbox the plan was for her to love ulfric and for ulfric to love her but because he's unmarryable it could be forbidden so she'd never marry. but then she met brynjolf, who was also unmarryable, so she couldn't have him either. then she met farkas who was marryable, so she did. and he knew she was settling because she was always with the guild. so, when i found the friendly brynjolf mod i had to have it so my girl could finally have stupid thief asshole. ...but still think about farkas a lot because TASTY WEREWOLF.

30) post your favourite skyrim picture! I'M GONNA POST A BUNCH OKKKK.